Tuesday, March 27, 2012

it's raining and i don't have an umbrella

some days i walk around with my own personal cloud hanging over my head and it's only raining on me.
and i don't want to do anything except stay in bed with the quilt up over my head
i can see a little patch of blue sky through the window and i can watch it for hours and hours
but it never gets closer to me
the sun is shining outside
but inside it's raining
and I don't have an umbrella

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

keeping it real

i read somewhere that sometimes things have to fall apart before they can fall together.
what i want to know is how often do they have to fall apart?
it seems to me that as soon as i get it all together something happens to rip it all apart.
then i have to reassemble the pieces and hope i can make them fit.
and sometimes they don't all fit together
and sometimes i have a piece left over

what do i do with it?

is it any wonder why i am angry, confused, worried, frustrated and sad?
i can't sleep
can't think
can't focus

i have so many questions and NO answers!

are you there god? it's me laura and we need to talk.....

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Happiness is......

"I think I'm afraid to be happy, because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens."--Charlie Brown